I miss Matt.  A lot.

My rump.

I have been giving my insulin shots into my butt for the past month.  Typically the site in which a shot is given will plump, I am not entirely sure why, it is just something I have observed.  My ass is huge and it's pretty awesome.  I have never had any sort of ass, so it is a whole new feeling.  I'm guessing it's from the insulin and not the pregnancy.  I'm hoping that's the cause because I really don't want to say goodbye to this.  It's really too bad that breasts are not a location in which one can give themselves injections because that would be amazing.

• I am not doing summer classes.  I don't care if it sets my graduating back a semester.  I'd rather graduate with good grades than steamroll through it with shitty grades.  I'm just so over it.

• It is the start of April and Annie and I already had a garage sale and it was a success.  People are crazy for plus size clothes and because of this, Annie is the best person to have a yard sale with.

• I am realizing how devastated Beatrice is going to be when the baby arrives and that breaks my heart.  

• I really hate being pregnant.  I mean, a lot.  It's just such a drag.

So they say....

Well, they're saying I will produce a girl.  It is still a bit too early, but clearly there is no penis. 

I am not a smug pregnant woman.  I cannot stand smug people in general.  But I can honestly say that I truly did not care what the sex is.  I really really only care that it is healthy.  So far baby looks 100% healthy and that makes me the happiest ever.  It does not, however, stop me from checking the heart beat nearly every day.  Meh, what do you do? 

Dominic's birthday has come and gone and it was a good day.  The days before were very heavy and I found myself lying around on the couch most days with bouts of crying, but I got through it.  Nearly 30 of my friends came to release balloons and have lunch in honor of Dominic.  I truly have the best of friends.  We later had dinner at my mom's to celebrate Dom, it was very nice. 

I have only 3 weeks of the semester left and I could not be more excited.  Though I have enrolled in summer classes I am planning on having a wonderful summer.  I don't know how I can be so ambitious, really.  I am due September 11th.  I know we will probably induce labor mid August.  I am taking summer 1 and 2 sessions AND have enrolled in the fall. 

This will be an adventure, for sure.  Having babies is the biggest adventure I have ever had and it is simply the best.