Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Holy shit.

I just ate the biggest pickle ever.

I think I've slept with penises smaller than that pickle.

Does that make me pathetic, the small wiener-ed man pathetic, or the pickle NOT pathetic?

The more you know.....

blogging from the computer lab at school feels weird.

Rainy day.  Class was cancelled, the early one - the wet one.  I got Annie's b day present and am officially broke - again.  ugh.

I'm unblocked today.  From one of the party's, anyway.  I giggled.

I have to go to ballet it that blows.  My belly is gurggly and I want to curl up in my bed with Beatrice and watch Netflix.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Pfffffffft

Ugh.  I typed up a stupid blog and navigated away from the page before posting.  I'm an idiot.

And it was a really stupid blog anyway.

Divine intervention.

It was basically me being an annoyed be-yotch.  I'm sure you don't care to hear it anyway.

Foreshadowing?  Maybe.  ...........nah.

Luke is engaged.  So fucking weird.

Sometimes I miss the old days when I didn't take life so seriously.

Blarg.

flattery by facebook

My facebook site is private, so I find it really strange that I am suddenly blocked by certain people that couldn't view my profile anyway.

They've been playing the block/unblock Erin game for a few months now.  It entertains me.  I can not see their profile, as they are private.  So what is the need to block me?  I can't see your profile anyway.  Are you blocking me so that you don't look at my page?!

I giggle because it's cute.

Cute in that way where someone  claims to despise me so much and is clearly so obsessed with me that they have to block me.....every now and then.  It's like their desperate attempt to constraining oneself.  They just can't stop looking.

Well, I'm newly private - so they can't see anything anymore.  So why block me as of recently?

In my mind there's this agreement to NOT view my page.  Probably because they both are secretly mysteriously drawn to me.  Heh.  I'm that interesting.


They're pathetic and it really does make me giggle to myself.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Eeeeeeek!

Ray's mother is joining my family for Thanksgiving.  This is the first time they'll meet.

Crazy.

reality check

i hate creating new bloggy things.  having to hash out stuff about myself while attempting to sound witty or charming  is always a task.  and after long blank stares at the computer screen i just embrace the fact that i am boring.

in other news....

i like the '90's.  a lot.  almost so much that i've accepted the fact that i merely like the "just rolled out of bed look" - all while being convinced it's sexy.  i like the music (mostly underground '90's, but whatever), and the style (washed up, torn jeans, flannel shirt thingy - i'm so cliche).  sometimes, when it's rainy and dreary out - i like to pretend i live in a more beautiful place, like portland or seattle (i know, i know - i'm pathetic). but i don't care.

when i was 15 i saw lisa loeb live in concert.  she was simply adorable and it was 1995.  since then, i have been on a mad hunt for some cats-eye glasses so that i could be just.like.her.  i know that searching high and low in the greater michiana area doesn't realllly count as searching for anything, because you'll never find ANYTHING - but to me, i was doing my best with the resources that i had (mind you, the internet - at that time, only existed for rich people).  i obviously came out with nothing any time that i did have money and time to search.  even now.

last winter, after a bit of a hiatus, i found that lisa loeb was creating an eyeglass line.  i immediately signed up for alerts and such regarding the release and made sure to have enough money in my bank account to buy at least two pairs of wicked cats-eye glasses.  her line was due to release in spring of 2010.  it's now fall/winter 2010 and i just received my alert.  the line is open!

you can imagine my disappointment when i opened the website to find this:
http://www.lisaloebeyewear.com/?page=store

ugh.  if lisa loeb realizes we're no longer in the '90's, then maybe i should too.

so.fucking.bummed.





oh yea, it's thanksgiving.  happy thanksgiving.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

bittersweet

I am starting a new blog.  I have no idea why, except for the fact that my very first blog - ever was on a site that just seems silly to use anymore.

So, here I am.  Still trying to figure everything out.

And I mean more than just some senseless blog.