Dominic Raymond Danger.
I can not wait to meet him.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Monday, December 6, 2010
big mouth strikes again
You never realize how often you say, "fuck" until you are talking to a person you normally don't talk to at great length.
I did this today. And though in the moment I felt like a tool, I have to be thankful it wasn't a professor or anything.
I need to wash my mouth out with soap.
I did this today. And though in the moment I felt like a tool, I have to be thankful it wasn't a professor or anything.
I need to wash my mouth out with soap.
finals week.
Alright, I'm over it. I have more interesting things to do with my time. Being catty was only fun for the moment - it's really silly.
Last night was an impromptu dinner with the girls, mom, and Ray. Actually, they were all planning to have dinner together without me (as I was planning on picking Buddy up and heading straight home), so I decided to postpone my pick up day with Buddy until today so that I could get in some good quality family time in.
I think I am moving back into Ray's soon. The whole point of waiting was to carpet and paint certain rooms - and then move my stuff back in. But Amy's moving up here soon and I'd like my stuff to be out of her way - and just, all in all - avoid a big cluster fuck of moving.
I am not getting much money for student loans next semester, so it should be interesting to see how I'll survive. I can not wait for Fall loans when they stop going off of Uptown's employment. It's so infuriating. Ugh.
It snowed a lot of inches, or whatever, over the evening. It's going to continue to snow through Friday (it's Monday). It's really pretty outside and I am getting annoyed with the bitching that this weather produces from people.
Super random blog. But it's dead week. The week before finals. My brain is so full of all of the blah blah blah that I learned through the semester - I could vomit the knowledge all over this computer. I'm rambling about simple random's because, at this moment, thinking about anything else is merely far too difficult.
I can not wait for this week to be over.
Last night was an impromptu dinner with the girls, mom, and Ray. Actually, they were all planning to have dinner together without me (as I was planning on picking Buddy up and heading straight home), so I decided to postpone my pick up day with Buddy until today so that I could get in some good quality family time in.
I think I am moving back into Ray's soon. The whole point of waiting was to carpet and paint certain rooms - and then move my stuff back in. But Amy's moving up here soon and I'd like my stuff to be out of her way - and just, all in all - avoid a big cluster fuck of moving.
I am not getting much money for student loans next semester, so it should be interesting to see how I'll survive. I can not wait for Fall loans when they stop going off of Uptown's employment. It's so infuriating. Ugh.
It snowed a lot of inches, or whatever, over the evening. It's going to continue to snow through Friday (it's Monday). It's really pretty outside and I am getting annoyed with the bitching that this weather produces from people.
Super random blog. But it's dead week. The week before finals. My brain is so full of all of the blah blah blah that I learned through the semester - I could vomit the knowledge all over this computer. I'm rambling about simple random's because, at this moment, thinking about anything else is merely far too difficult.
I can not wait for this week to be over.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
The Saturday lost to all birthdays.
My fuse is running really short as of lately. I'm not sure what to chalk it up to, but I don't think it's the pregnancy. Everyone thinks everything I feel is because of the pregnancy. Get over it. I still am able to have feelings that are created out of things other than this damn pregnancy.
That, in itself is fucking annoying.
Today was full of many birthday celebrations. All three of Ray's niece's, Ray's mother, and Annie. It's past midnight and I have been up and running for over twelve hours with no nap. I am exhausted.
Ray and I had a good talk tonight about who we are and the dynamic we share as a couple. Sometimes I think couples should do that. It really made me appreciate us for who we are rather than idealizing what I'd like to think we are. I don't know, it's just a pleasantly sweet reality check. The conversation was not planned or initiated with intention on either end. It just developed. And I am glad that it did.
I have to work pretty early in the morning and have a full day of stuff to do. In the end, however, I get to pick Buddy up and well - that's reward in itself.
Goodnight.
That, in itself is fucking annoying.
Today was full of many birthday celebrations. All three of Ray's niece's, Ray's mother, and Annie. It's past midnight and I have been up and running for over twelve hours with no nap. I am exhausted.
Ray and I had a good talk tonight about who we are and the dynamic we share as a couple. Sometimes I think couples should do that. It really made me appreciate us for who we are rather than idealizing what I'd like to think we are. I don't know, it's just a pleasantly sweet reality check. The conversation was not planned or initiated with intention on either end. It just developed. And I am glad that it did.
I have to work pretty early in the morning and have a full day of stuff to do. In the end, however, I get to pick Buddy up and well - that's reward in itself.
Goodnight.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
brrr
No matter what I do, I cannot seem to be aesthetically pleased with my stupid journal. I am really lame.
December 1st and we had our first real snow fall. There's about a week or two left of school and I am so far beyond ready to be done for the semester. Going to school for one year straight is probably something I'll never do again.
We find out the sex of the baby in less than a week. Though I really could care less what the sex is and I really have no clue, one way or the other - I am still excited. It still doesn't seem real.
Krisii is watching Dexter for the first time and is on season 1 still. I think I may go join her just for nostalgia purposes. Heh.
December 1st and we had our first real snow fall. There's about a week or two left of school and I am so far beyond ready to be done for the semester. Going to school for one year straight is probably something I'll never do again.
We find out the sex of the baby in less than a week. Though I really could care less what the sex is and I really have no clue, one way or the other - I am still excited. It still doesn't seem real.
Krisii is watching Dexter for the first time and is on season 1 still. I think I may go join her just for nostalgia purposes. Heh.
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