Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Everyday anxiety.

.....and yet another successful pregnancy and delivery for one of my friends.  There have been nearly five or six at this point.  With each one I find myself more and more anxious.  I just don't know that I can handle this anticipation, or the wait for the impending doom of bad news for me and Molly.  It's really hard to stay positive - no matter how well the pregnancy is going.  I am just so damn nervous, scared, anxious.......

I just want her here safe and sound.  I don't know that I can handle anything other than that.  I think I'd just crumble to bits.

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