• Today is Beatrice and Dexter's birthday.  They are 3 years old. 
• I cannot believe it has been 3 years since I lived at Hillcrest (well, 2.5 - but whatever)
• I am super hungry right now, but cannot eat because of my stupid diabetes.
• I should have ate more than stupid fries for dinner.  (It was my only gluten free option at the time)
• I wish my hair would grow a little faster.  I have a hairstyle I want to try out.
• I get super jealous sometimes when I look at pregnant women.  I want to kick them in the crotch and tell them that their story might turn out super shitty too.
• I am working on the above in therapy.
• I cried today in Philosophy when we were discussing the existence of God and why God allows evil.  The example the Prof. made us discuss was why God allows for babies to die.  I didn't partake in the discussion.  I just sat there and let tears roll down my face.
• I am super excited for Christmas break and I have no idea why.
• I am not looking forward to my birthday and I do not know why.
• I 'liked' a band on facebook today.
• When I realized the band I 'liked' was my ex husbands, I unliked it.
• I want a cigarette super bad right now.

Grumbles.